Saturday, August 26
here it goes. - Saturday, August 26, 2006
Dear Diary,I feel cheated, like i've been made a bloody fool. hence, my msn nick. I really feel like strangling the person & then later, myself (if that's even possible.) I've been listening to very happy songs & drinking mommy dearest's home-made green bean soup which only helps me remember even more about how affected i am.
I've lost confidence in myself. In everything i've believed in. How does it pay to be kind?
I've been used. & i feel like a bloody fool for actually showing that amount of geninue concern & always being there for you when you needed that listening ear. I feel .. ..